the changes

it's amazing how quickly you go from "oh god, i'm not pregnant, am i?" to "why am i not pregnant yet?" to "what is that smell?"

everything smells funny. the laundry detergent is overwhelming. i just emptied out a cupboard of clean dishes because i thought i could smell garlic. weird.

i called the midwives' collective this morning. they took my info, and said they will call back, to let me know if they have someone available (how could they not have someone available? i only found out two days ago, and i have a short cycle!). they also said that by the time my jellybean is ready to make an appearance, they maybe won't be at the hospital my doctor recommended anymore. but a couple of their midwives are starting up their own practice, and they will be at women's college, so she gave me their number and i called and left a message.

wish me luck that i hear back soon!