what was that?

i'm at the paranoid twingy phase, alternating between feeling panicky because of strange pangs and throbs emanating from my belly, and feeling panicky because i "don't have enough symptoms." can't wait to get to see the docs; i have appointments now for prenatal counselling (19 may), midwife (24 may), and prenatal physical (26 may).

i just want a medical professional to confirm that everything is fine!

meanwhile, i'm taking vitamins and watching what i eat. someone my weight is supposed to gain 25 to 35 pounds, and i'm trying not to start right away - there will be time (and need) for weight gain when the kid(s?) are 8 pounds as opposed to 8 cells. so far so good - lots of high-fibre stuff, fresh fruit and veg.

i still kind of can't believe it. i still have my fingers and toes crossed.